valdoxan

Right now I realise why I take anti-D's.

They're working, but took it late today and I feel thst feeling of "impending doom" and like I am fat and everything is wrong and Forever Alone and scared and stressed and restless (less than normal which is good) and helpless and heavy and just all wrong.

Hopefully, I'll feel like there's a reason to wake up tomorrow.

Hopefully this won't last forever and that every relapse isn't a sign of failure and that what I do is not useless because right now there is nowhere to run.

I am just here. I'm pretty sure...