rain

I really dislike the rain at the moment. It's making my legs hurt from the cold, I can't go outside, it makes me feel lazy, I WANT TO RUN BUT I CAN'T. The sound when cars drive through the puddles of water is just so depressing... I keep hearing, for hope, for hope of actually being able to get up early to run tomorrow. Well at least my anxiety isn't getting the better of me. I didn't go today, and I guess I can't go tomorrow. But I'm not feeling like shit ^^ IT'S GREAT! I really think living alone has made things better for me. There are things to look forward to and I like to keep myself busy; most of the time I am busy. And I like what I'm studying, I actually enjoy it. So yay ^^ I was actually researching things about mental health issues for my PBL, and I just clicked on a survey; "find help." My answers to all these terrible emotions were "none of the time" or at the maximum "some of the time." Even then, I think that was only because I'm used to answering questions like that. Ohwell. Life's alright :) Listening to music, praying, thanking God, learning about myself, taking CHARGE! LOVEEE (: ^^