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:(: ---- to be or not to bipolar

I feel… sad? I am sad because apparently I am bipolar. That’s not the worst thing; I don’t mind, that can be controlled. What bothers me is that I will no longer be anorexic, because bipolar people are not anorexic. They are binge eaters. They are fat. Overweight. Obese. I’m sad that I have lost anorexia. I have also read that “bipolar causes weight gain,” which has been bothering me since I read it this morning. all I can find is that they are the medications such as lithium etc that cause increase in appetite and changes in metabolism, but I am not on those medications. I want to find out whether bipolar itself causes weight gain. I need to know. Dr B will know. I wonder if I was faced with untreated bipolar or weight gain from the meds, would I choose option A? Probably. Does this mean I can’t get graduate? Plenty of doctors have bipolar. they usually are sensible enough to be treated. Plenty of doctors also have anorexia, but they usually are unable to functio

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